i am tired...

of trying to please everyone.

i've realised, no matter what i do trying to please everybody, somewhere someone will be pissed. making everyone happy is just impossible.

next time:

- i should just say "No, sorry i'm not free, i can't do it" to whatever people ask of me.
- i wont have to feel obligated to agree to accompany anyone to any event/function/应酬/gathering/outing/campaign/dates just because he's scared to go alone.
- i wont promise anything in future. so that i wont feel the unnecessary guilt later when my appointments or time gett screwed up.
- if it's none of my business, i should stay away. in case i incur the wrath of people if i'm involved.
- i shouldn't agree to do it, if i'm not exactly keen in the first place.
- i really should learn to say "No" when the situation requires it.

i'm sorry for the disappointments i caused, resulting in sufferings and pissings u guys have to bear. but in my defence, i really tried to fulfil my promise, but somehow failed cos sometimes i have last minute engagements/appts i have to attend to, or when people made me wait 2-3 hours in the dust, causing my schedule to be pushed n messed up.

i also hate it when people change their minds last minute. its like, you tell me u want to do this urgently, meet at 6pm later, but tell me at 6:30pm that you cant make it. WTF? so i just want to say, if u feel pissed, i felt even more pissed. if ur unhappy, i am unhappier than u. if ur angry, i'm just as upset as well. i also hate it when i'm forced to cancel certain plans that i had planned to do.

i cant take all the blame anymore. its just too much for me to swallow all the 委屈, too heavy a burden to be responsible for all the disappointments when things don't work out.
i cant help it, i cant save myself liao. but u can still save urself from further sufferings. next time don't jio me or ask me to accompany u to anything. its only this way, that i wont cancel on u.

and where is my hsbc agent??
i've been bloody hell trying to reach u.
b-l-o-o-d-y h-e-l-l

10 coming soon movies...

... that i wanna watch!!

1) Street Fighter: Legend of Chun-Li
opening 19th March
- i have to watch this! although movies of this kinda genre tend to be bombed by critics (remember jean-claude van damme's street fighter movie 15 years ago? LOL. or mortal kombat movie? yah.. haha), i want to watch this because of kristin kreuk!

2) Paul Blart: Mall Cop
19th March
- i like kevin james, he's so funny! so far, i like the comedy movies he was in, like chuck and larry, and hitch. real comedy there. haha

3) Fast and Furious
9th april
- the original cast is back! of the F&F series, i like the 1st one the most. tokyo drift was awful! lol. looking forward to seeing jordana brewster in it. woo hoo.

4) 17 Again
16th april
- ok, i am NOT watching this because of zac efron. its more abt matthew perry! haha, i know he'll probably have little screen time, because as the title of the movie suggests, it will feature more of zac. and i have always wondered, what'll happen if i am 17 again. hmmm...

5) X-Men Origins: Wolverine
29th april
- initially i wasn't like "eh, i HAVE to watch this" when the trailer came out. wasn't super keen, but after seeing hugh jackman's openin at the recent oscars, he screamed "i'm WOLVERIIINEeee!!!" he was so charming that i was like, ok i will go see wolverine. haha.

6) Angels & Demons
14th May
- i read the book a few years ago. i totally don't remember the plot and story, only knew its got something to do with the "illuminati". LOL! i dun know if i should re-read the book before i catch the movie.

7) Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian
21st May
- i love the 1st installment! i have to check this sequel out.

8) Terminator Salvation
28th May
- i am quite a fan of the terminator series. but not sure if this terminator movie will be the same without arnold schwarzenegger..

9) Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
15th June
- this should be the blockbuster of 2009. so needless to say anymore, i HAVE to watch it. haha

10) Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
16th July
- i'm a fan of the harry potter series, i have read 6 of the books, the last i haven't gotten to it yet, haha. but i read reports that the movie bombed at test screenings, viewers complained that the movie did not follow the book much. OH no. half blood prince should be filled with action, but apparently, its mostly on romantic relationships stuff. OH NO!

ok, that should be all the movies i want to watch from now til July 2009. should try to cut down on unnecessary self entertainment expenses. haha. the rest of the movies i probably can watch on-line, HAHA!

man united 1, liverpool 4

liverpool trashed man united at old trafford. WAhahHAHAHa!!!

liverpool still has a long way to catch up with united at the top, but there's always a chance that united starts going downhill, because now everyone knows united are NOT invincible, they CAN be beaten. hehe!!!

i love S.H.E!

they can sing, can host, can dance, can act. and they are very funny, always making jokes etc on tv shows and on stage. and i really admire their professionalism. hope i'll bump into see them when i fly to taiwan in 2 weeks' time. hahaha

liverpool trashed real madrid

that was the headlines on The Sun online.

we TRASHED real 4-0!

i stayed up late for the match, hoping it would be a great and exciting one to watch, and it was really exciting! liverpool attacked from the start, quick passing and fast momentum. u know some champion league games can be so slow and unbearable to watch? haha. but barely few minutes into the game, casillas already had to make 2 world class saves. woo! i had 2 thoughts on my mind. 1st, is it gonna be one of those games where liverpool just wont score because of the opponents' bloody on-form keeper?? or 2nd, that liverpool will simply trash real madrid! haha.

luckily it was the latter. torres scored the first. real's defence were torn to shreds! carragher kicked the ball high and far from his own box area, the ball was allowed to bounce once, it seemed like a non-threatening ball, but cannavaro misjudged the flight of the ball (you should see what he attempted to do to steal the ball away from torres, hilarious!), torres headed the ball, pepe managed to intercept, but he slipped as he tried to clear the ball away, and he kindly passed to kuyt (who was always in great positions, always lurking behind for follow ups), he squared to torres, who poked the ball past casillas and into the net. what a great start! FERNANDO TORRES!!! i cant help but laugh at real's hapless defence. tsk tsk

4 goals scored. against real madrid! against a team with many great players, like raul, sneijder, robben, van der vaart (oh my dear super van der vaart!!!), casillas (my idol!!!). but somehow, pool managed to limit their shots taken. i think in the 1st half, pool had like 7 shots on target, and real had like 3? all off targets. lol. robben was supposedly a danger man, but he was invisible on the field. totally snuffed out real's wing attacks. woo!

u have my total respect, mr benitez. now win the champions league trophy, i know can we can do it again!!